We Are Opening the Portal

Something has shifted this cycle.

Not just in my body but in the space between us.

Between Matty and I.

We are no longer just talking about having another baby.

We are opening the portal.

Consciously, softly, deeply.

We are inviting a soul through.

This isn’t just about timing or biology.

It’s about energy.

It’s about field.

It’s about preparing a home not just physically, but spiritually, emotionally, relationally.

And I know deeply that this will be more than a pregnancy.

This will be a sacred ascension within.

A deep movement through the body and beyond the body.

A return to truth layer by layer, moment by moment.

There is so much still to experience…

through conceiving,

through pregnancy,

through birth,

and in the sacred moments that follow.

This next soul is coming not just to be born but to awaken something within me.

To remind me of what I am here to carry.

To walk beside me as I walk deeper into myself.

And I hold no illusion that this path will unfold like clockwork.

I know that all experiences every rise, every rupture, every still point are here for deepening.

I am not here to control the unfolding, but to meet it with presence.

I’ve already felt the preparation begin.

In my body a lighter bleed, a back softening, a chest clearing.

And in our life, moments between Matty and the kids softening.

Bentley and Matty finding new ground.

Grace becoming more independent.

The whole field is shifting, preparing, aligning.

And this time, we will walk differently.

We will be led by presence, not protocol.

By deep trust in my body’s knowing.

By love and stillness and intuition.

We are not rushing.

We are not forcing.

We are devoted.

This is a sacred threshold we are standing at together.

And everything in our lives is rearranging itself to honour it.

We are here.

The portal is open.

Come when you are ready, little one.

We are listening.

And I am ready to walk this next passage—

with you, through me.